 lost both my parents and husband at the same time..
Gak! I need to figure out how to get through this and what the heck is wrong with me. I told H I want a divorce and I want him to move out. I have asked him several times but he basically is just trying to ignore me in hopes that it will all just go away. My Mom and Dad both passed away within 3 months of each other and I am not mourning at all. I really believe it's because he is here. My anxiety is super high with him around and I am asking all kinds of questions about the affair where I wouldn't be if he wasn't here. I do so much better and feel so much better when he is not around. He needs to go so I can heal from everything. Not only that but I still love him and wish this wasn't happening and don't actually want our dreams to end but realize that I can never ever trust him again. It's not just the affairs, it's the lies, the deceit and the complete refusal to fix anything. Now he's depressed and doesn't want the D but I still don't see any action, I only see denial. How do I.get throuvh to him that he needs to go so I can heal? I have already said these exact words....
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