winealittle

I have been unhappy in my marriage for years. I stayed because I have young children. My husband and I never fought in front of the children but we also never talked, hugged. We barely acknowledged one other. I am sure my children felt the strain between us.
We recently had an argument, where I was so frustrated I just screamed out I cant take it anymore, and asked him to leave. My children heard and came running into the room and my husband just blurts out, the house is in foreclosure (to me) and daddy needs to leave here and go get healthy. My kids have no idea what is happening. My husband continues...daddy isn't going to live here anymore...
I was dumbfounded and just wanted to comfort my children.
Turns out my husband hadn't paid the mortgage in 8 months. We are loosing the house and he checks into rehab. Sounds insane. We looked like the perfect family on the outside. His addiction left me and my children w/o a home and I am sooooo mad at myself for not being able to see this coming...