I think does carry some guilt as we have talked about it a little bit. I agree that I have become more mature but then I can't help but think that maybe that would have come with time anyway and I should have just stuck with my ex. Then a part of me thinks that I probably would have continued my bad ways if it would have continued.
All in all I just worry I may never get over this and though I am now faithful and honest and more mature, I still will not help but be reminded of it all
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