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There have beeen a LOT of advances in the past several years with regards to anti-depressants and anxiety treatements. There are very real physical effects on our bodies that result from imbalances in our brain chemistry. We usually get there very slowly over the course of months if not years so we're not aware of just how far we've gone. I urge you to talk to your doctor about the many drug choices available for treatment.

One other comment: You don't need your husband's support to deal with this. Ultimately, we all have to deal with this sort of thing on our own. After you've got this under control, you may have a lot of resentment towards him for not helping you get through it. Please understand that he is just a human being and he simply cannot understand what you're going through. If you haven't gone through this sort of thing - you really just have no idea.