Am I really that bad?
I want it known that I love my Husband. He is my world, father to my kids, a great person. I just have to wonder if I don't deserve to be with him. Everytime we disagree it only gets resolved by me conceeding his point. If he can't understand my point of view then it doesn't make sense to the world in general. He tells me I am smart but I always feel so stupid when we argue because I end up being wrong, even if I don't care who is right or wrong. I have found that I would rather not say anything than say something and be wrong. He gets frustrated and angry if he can't understand what I am telling him and it seems like he dosn't care that my feelings have been hurt if I've done something to make him angry. I find it hard to be open with him lately. I know he works hard 6 days a week and only wants to relax on his one day off, but I don't get a day off with 2 kids. I feel it's just a differant type of job. I miss being able to make a comment and us laughing about it, instead of it being taken as snide. I really don't know what to do anymore. I just want my husband back. I am not perfect and I know that,,,,but am I really that bad?
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