dscowgirl

Well I made the offer and he agreed. No sense in making it extremely difficult for both of us. Maybe he will come by the house and start to realize what he was really working for. Maybe being friends and seeing what he saw in me before will create a spark. One thing on my side that may make it really difficult for him to leave completely is that he doesn't hate me, and I know he does love me. Not so easy to pull away from the greatest thing that may have ever happened to him. Always tried to have him see the positive, he is the opposite.."expect the worst and the worst won't be so bad when it happens." I am the very opposite. Look for the good and good will prevail. He has had a really hard life, I haven't yet he can't see what he has accomplished with himself. He had hit rock bottom years back and it was him that brought him out of it. Got himself a career that many takes years when he did it with out schooling and in only three years. Now he has ventured with a pashion for horses he loves and is amazing at. Yet I still feel he doesn't see how good he has done...very negative..