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slickplant35 · 07-05-2008, 08:16 AM

In my heart I have been down this road before and all of the promises in the world he doesn't keep. I want out I know I do but fear is keeping me here. I fear what my life will be, broke, alone and whatever else comes with it. I literally walked him through everything and we really came up in the world. He doesn't do anything for himself. He came from a very big family 1 of 21 children, his father was a drunk, his mother is a greedy selfish person and could have cared less about the children I showed him what family is and how to give and love so I thought. I have a beautiful home and lots of things I know material things but it angers me I have to walk away and let him stay here till a decision is made to sell or divorce or whatever the decisions. He doesn't see that what he does and says can't be taken back and he continues. Happiness is something that you have to make yourself and I see with him I will never be fully happy. I want a man to love and cherish me, I want to be important. I know this sounds silly but he has never even rolled over in bed to hug me or whisper to me he loves me. I can't even say he rolls over to have sex. Now god forbid I talk about sex he says it's disgusting. Oh the more I think about things I really do have a problem.

07-05-2008, 08:16 AM	#7 (permalink)
slickplant35 Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 34	Re: when do you know it's truly over In my heart I have been down this road before and all of the promises in the world he doesn't keep. I want out I know I do but fear is keeping me here. I fear what my life will be, broke, alone and whatever else comes with it. I literally walked him through everything and we really came up in the world. He doesn't do anything for himself. He came from a very big family 1 of 21 children, his father was a drunk, his mother is a greedy selfish person and could have cared less about the children I showed him what family is and how to give and love so I thought. I have a beautiful home and lots of things I know material things but it angers me I have to walk away and let him stay here till a decision is made to sell or divorce or whatever the decisions. He doesn't see that what he does and says can't be taken back and he continues. Happiness is something that you have to make yourself and I see with him I will never be fully happy. I want a man to love and cherish me, I want to be important. I know this sounds silly but he has never even rolled over in bed to hug me or whisper to me he loves me. I can't even say he rolls over to have sex. Now god forbid I talk about sex he says it's disgusting. Oh the more I think about things I really do have a problem.