wonder

We had a long talk yesterday. I told him it felt like he didn't want me around and I was upsett that he didn't want to go to the concert with me. He iinssisted it wasn't true and reassured me that when he was planning to go wwith my brother, it's only if Ihave surgery by then. I believe him. He's ever lied to me before. He still wants us to get another for my sister in-law if I don't go. I'm still not too thrilled about that because I know that it's going to backfire.. We went on an actual date last night. We went to the movies (there really isn't anything else to do here other than going to bars. and we had a bit too much to drink on the 4th so the bar was out). We saw hancock, and wwe both liked it. Then we went out to dinner. We talked and laughed. It was a really good time. Then we went home and did stuff. I know 1 good date doesn't fix anyhing, but I think it's a step in the right direction. He keeps saying that he's trying and it's going to take a lot of time and patience. Although I get in these moods whhere i feel it's hopeless, i'm going to give him all the time and patience he needs.