dscowgirl

Well I texted him a pic of me and my daughter at the zoo and said happy fourth. He called me back and talked a little bit, no tears. He said he was working , trying to make money and even sounded really bummed by it all. He talked to my daughter a little too. I even invited him to come hang out with all of us, some of our friends had come down to be with me for the holiday, to see some fireworks. He said he was going to see them with his cousin. Then the confirmation came later that evening from a friend. He is in town with THE GIRL! 22!!! he's 32. Jerk. So now I am angry! I have not confronted him I don't want to. I don't even want to hear his voice. So the silent "B" comes out. I am not calling him, he will call when he needs to. He still has bills to take care of and things that he knows he has to contact me about. It hurts so bad!! I gave him everything, all honesty! I am glad I know so I can harden my heart some to try and take care of ME and MY kids! YET I still have the deepest love for him. Hardest thing letting someone you love screw up to figure out what they have truly done.!! HELP!