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Thanks for your concern. I sincerely appreciate it as I do not have anyone to share this with.

Last night, she cried non-stop for 2 hours...I gathered that she was awaken by the fact that the date for signing the separation deed is drawing really close and the reality has hit her hard. I drew my reserved strength to console her.

She is the person that I have loved with my life...she is the last person I would expect to do this...to me, she was an angel sent from the above, almost perfect...to make me a better person which she has done...hence the pain was so much more intense, I've cried so many times that I have lost count...sometimes, even breathing was difficult. Being alive actually hurts.

As a result of these recent happenings, I believe I have lost faith in relationships. I have stopped asking "why"...my soul is really tired...Perhaps time will heal...

The date is drawing closer...I pray for both my wife and myself...