happless

Thanks for the responses. It is a combination of guilt and fear. I had a slightly heavy heart before but had really felt that it would fade into the past. Then fear began to take over. When I calmly look at the situation I realize that I am probably overreacting. I think she may leave me if I tell her but we do love each other so maybe we can work through it.

I'm strongly leaning towards coming clean. I know it's a big risk but it seems that it is the first step towards making things right. I'm hoping that honesty, remorse, and the fact that I cut all contact off will see us through. However, I realize that what I have done is a terrible injustice.