Thank's Jessi..
I'm going to book a table at a nice restaurant and see how we go. Kids seem to be okay, I have them every other weekend but my eldest son stays more regularly as we're really close..
I'll be sure to come on here with my bottle of JD to hand if things don't go well next week
I've joined a gym and lost nearly two stone, going doctors on Monday to see if they can help with sleep so hope to get my life back on track one way or another.
Best wishes, J
