msfunlady

Well for starters I am 25. I have been married for 6 years, I know High School sweethearts who took the plunge as soon as we could. I have a son who is 5
For the past 2 years my husband and I have had some tough times. We rarely argue, but when we do he flips out. I mean he gets so mean and says the most horrible things about me. He always threatens that he wants a divorce and yesterday he really went to far. He has never hit me or our son, but the verbal abuse that he uses is too much for me to handle. I don't know if I can forgive or ever forget the horrible things he says. Now that it is the morning after, he wants me to decide what I want to do. He says he is sorry and will not act that way again (which I have heard 20+ times) He says he doesn't want to go to counseling because he doesn't want someone else in our business. My family supports me and wants me to have a better life. They don't want me or my son listening to that all the time, and want me to be happy. I am happy some times with my husband, but then times like yesterday when he just went crazy scares me. I am really confused and have no idea what to do. I have tried to leave before and he wouldn't let me take our son. He threatens me with that and I would rather stick it out with him than lose my child. I am scared and very depressed about the whole situation. Any comments from people who have been in this same situation would be appreciated. Thanks...