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Originally Posted by Mrs. Negestie
It seems to me that in your heart that u really have already given up and are just blaming your wife because if you really love some one you will give that person space and give that relatioship space and time to heal you have children together make sure that they are not affected by the siyuation and then come back to your self
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I haven't given up! It's just hard for me because I truely want to work on our marriage. I understand about her not believeing me about trying to change. Like I have said, I'm ready to put a %110 into my marriage so frustration is setting in. I miss her and miss my kids terribly! I miss my home!
I'm mad at myself for taking for granted the life I had with her or could've had if I just woke up and opened my eyes. I will hang in there regardless of what happens. It's just hard to deal with being concious of what my life has become and why and how it got there. I'm just eager to start working on making things right. Very frustrated and sad!