Bad Guy

Thanks everyone for your advice! You don't know how much it is appreciated. To me nothing is going to change or get better if I'm not at home trying to show her my changes and her getting comfortable with me again so she can feel better about our marriage. I'm going back home! I feel I am ready to show her how important she is to me.

We had a month apart. To me we can go on for month's and month's and it still could be the same. Nothing is improved upon except us getting farther apart from each other. I don't want to sit around and wait for her to tell me it's over and not even have the chance to show her something different. I feel in my heart that this is what needs to be done. I feel I need to show her I am ready to take charge of our marriage and take it to a better place. If she has a hard time with that, I have to let go because it won't get any better staying apart. How can things get better if the marriage is not being worked on together in the same place? That to me is what makes alot of sense. Being away from each other just allows us to grow apart.

I can see staying separated if the one that has been doing the damage in the relationship is not looking at himself deeply to change. I feel I am ready to work at this %110. Thanks again everyone for your help and support. I'll keep you updated!

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