AZMOMOFTWO

We have some similarities although in my case I just have suspicions and he's made it clear that there is no one else, he does love me but is just very very unhappy. He's talking about leaving and living out of his car! Anyway, I'll give you the same advice everyone is trying to make me see....you have to move on. Take care of yourself first then you will be able to care better for your son. You deserve better, you should have someone who is faithful, loyal, loving, and respectful. He's not any of these and as long as you were with him, you cannot heal. Saying you grew apart is a cop out. Find some new interests, look in to some single mom's groups. I found a wonderful one out here in Phoenix and they offer so much, hope, friendship, caring, a shoulder to cry on. Also we're all in the same situation with having kids. In my case my husband is still here, but won't commit to making it work and does not want to call it quits. The in-limbo is killing me. Let's fix it or let me heal! Anway, establish an exercise routine and be sure you are eating right (physical exercise pumps those endorphins and gives you a mental lift!) and care for your boy. If you need to talk feel free to pm me.