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One more thing....decipher this if possible.

During our talk she said that she has forgiving me for my mistake but can't get it our of her head. She said that she has images that she can't shake. I asked what? got no response. I was told that she is still unsure what is going to happen between us. She said that I need to make decisions on my future based on me and not us for the time being. Then she followed it up with how are we going to do this....me "What our relationship or divorce"....back to her "us, how are we going to do this?"... I drew a blank...

then I said....I love you with all my heart. These last two weekends have been amazing to me. You opened up until we got close then you backed off again. But we shared them together. I want so badly to hold you and your hand. I want you to care about what I do and where I go. I want us to be able to share our lives together again. I want you to ask what ever you want when ever you want.

Then I mentioned me writing, offered her my poem on trust. Don't know if she read it....never got a response from her. But the next day we went shopping together, and then ventured on another dive. to the Pete Tide II, 105ft....amazing dive. came home and laid together on the couch, well close together she through her legs on me....another first for awhile....

I just keep getting mixed signals....but I enjoy the good ones when they come...

I guess like what was said....enjoy her company when she wants to give it, and be patient when she wants her space.