Naz

Hi guys!!!

Sorry for not getting back any sooner ... just been working hard.

My perverted behavior is a separate issue.

I removed all respect, trust and sensitivity from the most important relationship in my life ... the one with my wife.

I've found out what that does and what it leads to ... and I feel the the results thereof ... it's hard when nobody believes in you ... but that's the result my own doing.

I've learned about the costs involved ... in terms of pain.

I have to be a better person, especially through tough times.

That's when we're supposed to be there for the ones we love, not when we let them down.

That's the time when we have to be most grateful, and have to remember why so ... and not to go off in some direction in which there is simply just no good.

I love my wife and daughter, I love my girls ... and will just have to take it as it comes now ... and keep on loving them.

I feel prepared ... much better prepared for whatever lies ahead.

I know what has to be done, and I'm willing to see it through ...

... and that's partly thanks ... to each and every single one ... of you!!!

All the best!!!