canders

She called me last night and chatted about dinner for about 10 minutes, and then got off the phone- I did not call her again, and she got off work and didnt get home till after midnight-

She said she is probably going friday to the counsellor with me, which is hopeful.

She also said this-

That she will not just give in like before, and it is over for now, and she doesn't see me having the patience to ...???...never finished that part. Said, and it is true, the last time we went to marriage counselling I just blew it off, and she says it won't do any good anyhow. she is happy with how things are - she says, and while I am miserable, she says I made her so for 10 years....huh?

She acts normal, like we are room mates, and goes about her life like nothing is going on, and when I get depressed, she tells me I am trying to hold onto something that is not there.

Then she schedules us to work together for the back to school picnic for our daughter.

I am lost as to how long to hold on and suffer, and at what point it is all done.

It is like she controlls everything, and is enjoying it, and making me miserable makes her happy.

Chris