Re: My wife confessed her love for another.
I appreciate the words of encouragement guys. A long healing process indeed.
There is not a day that I don't think she will leave me. I've never been in a relationship with anyone that seemed so absolutely devoid of any kind of love. Even towards the children who try to lavish her with hugs and kisses on the cheek. At any rate, I continue to do my best.
I'm going to the gym everyday. I eat some days and some days, I just don't feel hungry or have time. I've been averaging about 3 hours sleep a night for over a month and I look like Death, with a clean shave. I feel good when I enter the gym.....I consider it my new sanctuary. I'm making some friends there.
Either way, I'm hanging in there.
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