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Dancing Nancie,

I see all your points. All true. I keep getting even more upset about it. I think I should just drop it even though confronting him may make me feel better. I don't know. Maybe I will continue to snoop and just make sure nothing more comes of it? Just make sure he's not steering in the direction of infidelity? If in fact, he does start flirting, etc. then I should confront him? I just hate how this situation has made me feel about myself, like I'm a bad wife, ugly, fat, etc. etc. This ex of his is cute, skinny, single, having the "time of her life", is an actress in a theatre troup (which is something my husband was into himself when younger), I just feel like he may find her more exciting, the type of girl living the type of life he always wanted...... ick... sorry..... low self esteem kicks in.... haha.