toshibamouse60

Thanks for all your responses. It is so hard for me now. She just said that I am a fool not to realise the hint that she is moving out and that means she will divorce me! Her reason is that we are not compatible, in almost all areas. To said that to me after so many years...when she now has the money and needs freedom. SHe said it is better to be friends. that we are not suited as husband n wife. I have supported her all these years, both financially n emotionally. She does not have a full time job as a musician while I have a pretty good job with lots going for me at my company. The last time we went counselling, she decided to stop as she felt the counsellor was siding me after hearing both sides of our story. I will have to seek some counselling and I am in such pain and depressed. I almost lost control of the car when she broke the news to me just now and then she screamed at me that I am tryign to kill her and that she cant wait to move out. I know that is the end of the road on our relationship now. It is a stark reality. I never know till now loving a woman can be so painful; especially when i have so much hopes and dreams and have supported her and made her the center of my world. now it is crashing and i have no body to turn to. but i have to go on...just dont know how and where i can get my strength and poise back again. it hurts so much inside. thanks for allowing me to pen my pain down here. now i wish i can just die and and leave all my pain behind me.