Originally Posted by babooshka
... I love him dearly ... he is a very difficult person and has many emotional problems ... will develop almost anything into an argument ... cold and withdrawn ... a lot of shouting and yelling ...I mean REALLY bellowing ...
Stand in front of the mirror and take a good look. That
is your problem. Your BF is the symptom.
Get over your "bad boy" addiction, learn to see men as people instead of sex objects, and find a good husband that will make you and your children happy.
Nice guys just not exciting enough for you? No "chemistry"? Fine, keep walking down the rail-road tracks. When the rails start to rumble, you can ask yourself if it was worth it.