 Re: what to do
About the mails it's up to you to delete them or not but if this happened with me i would keep them for many reasons i don't
They are evidence about something happened and i don't delete them coz i don't know how i might need them in the future
but i don't advice you to keep checking them coz this is very hurtful and you won't be able to get over this situation if you keep reminding yourself of the minor details i am not saying to forget what happened this is me i could be wrong but that's what i do
As for the vows you don't have to do what you are not totally ready for it no vows for the moment and he needs to admit your reaction after what he did to you
you need to express your feelings and if he is not able to admit that i advice you to talk to a counselor to know how to take out your dark thoughts and how to deal better with your situation
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