whynot

I dont think you asked for it. Dont be so hard on yourself. You and he began the way you began and in order to make something work between you, you both came up with the rules that you need to have. He doesnt want them anymore, so you shouldnt want him anymore... walk away... he will eventually cheat if he is already trying to talk his way out of your agreement. Sorry it had to end up this way, you 2 seemed to really try to put rules in place, but they only work if you both continue to work them.