cmf thank you I am going to even if it kills me(which it wont
) to stay positive and just try to think of something else Sunday or Monday. He has them till Monday so I might just take Monday morning/afternoon to myself and go to the book store and coffee shop.
The worse thing is how hot and cold he can be. He goes from being extremely nice/friendly to pretty much ignoring me and being cold. It never last for more then a couple of days either one the last 5 weeks. I mean it is like telling me he wants to come back/loves me/and asking me to tell him that everything is going to be OK to pretty much telling me to give him space and leave him alone.
When I gave him space and pretty much limited contact he came to me asking if everything was 'OK' and why I was being so stand offish and that I seemed happy and didn't want him. He is in a fog and I just need to realize most of what comes out of his mouth right now is dizzdribble stuff.