Re: I feel the "want" to cheat.
The thing is, at 21 you are having fleeting thoughts of cheating that, now, you tell yourself that you have dismissed from your thinking. But a marriage to him would be for a very, very long time if you and he were serious about getting married at some point.
It is unlikely that your chemistry will improve. You either have it or you do not.
So in 5 years, 10, 15, your ability to dismiss that now fleeting thought to cheat will be utterly diminished.
Especially as you reach your sexual prime.
If I were you, I would put the brakes on this relationship.
Don't cheat. But do move on.
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