| | Re: Another marrige falling apart
Well it's been a while since I last posted. I will be moving out sometime after the 15th of July. I came to a realization nothing I say or do will change her mind. No one will come a long and convince her to stop what she is doing. This is something that must come from inside her. So I know I must move on. I've had my ups and downs since my last post.
Anger seemed to help me the most while I was angry with her I felt no pain but I can't seem to get angry at her right. The other day I was looking at some old pictures and saw one of us kissing we looked so happy in that picture it really tore me up.
Today I was looking at some old emails and saw one from last year. It was basically her telling me that she wanted her family back and that she loved me and ended the email with forever yours and her name. I still love her ( I guess this is what is called unconditional love).
Things have gotten very ugly after we spoke with her parents. It is very difficult living her at the moment and I sadly look forward to moving out just for my own sanity. But I pray that she will come around one day and I pray that I will have the strength to forgive her. I appreciate everyone that has given me advice. I'll post if there are any updates or I feel I need to.
If you can say a prayer for me and my family.