smartcookie25

I believe BigB that's what he is doing or already has done exposed it out there in Internet land! ugh...the whole thing is just twisted to me but maybe I am just on the reserved side - I just don't know how I managed to last this long - its been an exhausting haul to always try to satisfy him in that regard and after losing a parent i just snapped and haven't been right since! Life it too short to live it for someone else and if I stay I feel that would be the case and to disrespect me this way just makes it that much more worse and to lie also. He does have an addiction he will deny it though.