| | Re: should i keep laying my soul out by trusting her
LuckyCharmH - I do know what you are saying but it's easier said than done. I am losing my wife and at least 50% of my time with my son.
I have good friends and family to vent to but I am on the edge today. My wife has probably just landed and on her way home. We have spoken a couple of times and the conversations have been good. I went to see her dad and step mum the other night and they were very supportive. My wife wasn't happy when I told her as I also told them about her depression, medication, counselling etc which they didn't know about. Once I calmly explained that it was just 3 people who love her and care about her talking about the best way to support her she cried and thanked me.
I feel a wreck this morning. I am at work but on the brink of leaving. I want to go home and wait for her, beg her to stay as she is taking my son away for 4 nights and I will miss them both so much. I want her to realise what she is doing is going to hurt everyone so much. I won't do this of course but I am tempted to go home for 20 mins at lunch as I do want to see her.
Her friend who she went with has posted what a great time she is having on facebook which makes me angry.
feel like exploding, crying, smacking the sh*t out of OM.