| | Re: Its really happening
I think this has been the hardest 2 days since I moved out. Have spent most of my time crying or close to crying. Think the reality of it has hit me, while I am here with him constantly on my mind and my heart breaking, he probably isn't giving me a second thought. All he will be thinking about is her. I think deep down I thought he would have made contact by now, would have missed just talking to me. But the contact we have had has been him sending me accusatory emails and a pointless text about the dogs boosters being due. When you went to her, you gave up me and the dog, his health has nothing to do with you!! Even when it was all breaking down we could still talk and make each other laugh - we still had a bond. Maybe I thought that bond would be harder to break. I don't just miss him, I miss everything about being with him, I miss his family, I miss our life.
Why is it so hard on the people who don't deserve it?