jcsa

thank you for all the amazing words....
here is the problem besides the fact that my husband did what he did ..he did apologized but that was it i keep calling him and sending emails just trying to understand the situation but all i got from was i dont know we are done in so many words i dont think he is willing to work this out and that hurts me even more i still love him.
i need advice on the fallowing i needed to get away from him could even imagine to see his face,we work at the same place so going back to work was not an option so i took my bags and went back home to my parents house wich is 8 hrs away he doesnt know were we are he hasnt even ask me and the only messages he is leaving now are angry that he needs to talk to our daughter but i dont think is right at least not yet he didi this to all of us i dont know what is right or wrong i just need time to heal before i can deal with him...also he has a drinking problem at some point after what happened told him he need it to seek help and then he could be around our daughter what do i do?i am so lost