Re: lingering questions in my mind
i am fighting hard to regain control of my mind. i'm trying to accept the reality that i may never find everything about the affair.
but my soul is yearning for answers. oftentimes i feel like losing it. the images and unanswered questions...my brain seems about to explode.
i feel like i'm split in half - one-half says just leave and never look back, but the other half is desperately seeking answers.
perhaps if i can somehow have some answers, even just opinions or reasonable guesses, i can makeout or have an idea what really transpired in the affair. THEN perhaps i can start to move on to recovering myself.
i'm a mess...
thanks, guys. keep 'em coming. i am reading and pondering on with your answers. i badly need this.