Re: Panic attacks from D day?
You are emotionally torturing yourself. Seriously I feel so bad for you. Please kick him out. This is no way to live. Kick him out and get on with your life, and if he really wants to make the marriage work he will know how... through his actions not his words over a period of time.
Your self esteem is shot right now. A husband is not suppose to treat his wife this way, so don't allow it. Respect yourself enough to say you can't live like this anymore.