Yeah, i agree. I just need to think of positive things. I just don't understand why he acts the way he does but when he doesn't get his way he is so vindictive. I swear he says to himself "what can i do to piss her off or make her angry".
Im pretty sure he blames all his unhappiness in his life on me. He is too immature to understand happiness comes from within. He has found someone who he feels is giving him happiness again but once the "newness" wear off he will be left with those feelings of inadeqecy. Especially bc i had to move 3 hours away to be with family and he will miss out a lot in our kids life.