olivia234

thanks for saying all those things but right now i feel like a real b***h for what im doing to him. i feel like i should be working on this marriage not tearing it apart.

another nite all by myself. i sit here and think omg this house is empty and alone when no one is here to welcome u home after work. im in such a deep depression right now and then i go and cry and then im like F**k him and i dont care and i get so angry. all those posts ive read about rollercoasters and stages of grief etc and i know im going through them i just dont want to go through them.

i just want my life to feel normal again

*update* just recieved a text about him canceling some bills so i can reconnect in my own name etc hes being so helpful he could be a real s**t about this but hes being co operative... not like some STBXH/W that ive read about on here... makes me think did i do the right thing??