I haven't been on the forum much lately because our situation has been improving. We have been making time for each other, usually on the weekend. It seems to be helping.
I'm not sure if anyone can give any advice that hasn't already been given, but I need a place to vent. Work has been extremely difficult for me over the past couple of weeks. I come home exhausted. On top of that, I have fallen into a cycle of anxiety, irritability, and depression. This has once again taken its toll on my marriage.
It seems like we've reverted to the place we were only a few weeks ago. I know it will take consistent effort to improve and maintain our marriage, but when I feel down, I really don't need him making me feel worse. I know I have not been affectionate or attentive toward him. I've been so preoccupied with school stuff. I feel overwhelmed and just don't have the motivation to do more than what is necessary to survive each day.
I know this isn't anything that those of you who know me haven't heard before. I'm not sure if there's anything that can be done other than to just ride this one out like the rest. I'm not sure my husband will continue to put up with me forever though....and who could blame him?
