babyblues7

Yeah I do think it is addiction, but I have asked him to go and see someone. Honestly I am not sure how far he has taken this. I cant say for sure if I believe 100 percent that he hasnt cheated on me.

I have asked him and of course he says no. The way I see it is eventually if he keeps this up its gonna end up with him cheating, all it takes is just him finding that person willing and I honestly think he would do it. Especially if there was no chance of him being caught. I dont think he has a lot of integrity and my respect for him as definetly diminished.

One of the reasons I got married was because I felt like I could totally trust him. I guess it just really floored me about this. I used to trust him completely. I never caught him looking at women or trying to initiate anything with them as well. And now its totally the opposite. I guess I had a rude awakening.

I really feel sorry for him, if it is addiction and I think it is, then its such a waste of time, and life. Did I mention he also views at least 1 pornographic movie a week...I am not sure if thats excessive, but hurtful all the same.