| | Re: my husband is addicted to live porn. HELP!!!!
no,no, no, i dont think of this as couseling, i think of it as advice, a different perspective. i am soaking it all in and really thinking about it. true niceguybutaddicted has an addiction of his own to deal, but what i think is great is how he lets me know in details what it's like on the inside. i visualize and think, this is what my man is looking at, i get a better idea of how seriouse it is. i know its an addiction, i treat it like one. i had an addiction for 9 years with alcohol and your right, i can never step foot in a bar again, but what my problem is, is he refuses to talk about it at all, i just want to be there for him, help him like he helped me, but he wont let me. he tells me not to be jealous over a computer, that maybe i dont have any self esteem. absolutley not the case. livejasmin is not gonna bare your kids. awhile back my man bought me a wedding ring, never asked me to marry but still put a ring on it. being though im female and we tend to get carried away, i just assumed he was proposing. silly me. well just recently, i've been like why do i wear the engagement ring and wedding ring, im not married, so i took off the wedding one and left on the engagement ring. he noticed last night i was only wearing the one, he got really upset, it was a big ol' thing. says he's not getting married for a long time to stop pushing him. he's the one who brought it up. he goes to bed. gets up at about 10:30 pm and leaves. this is the secong night he's done that. he used to do it before, but now he's doing it again. he takes his car keys with him to work when he drives the truck. i know he's hiding something. maybe i'm loving him too hard. yes i am strong, and independent. i know i dont have to put up with it belive me, i'm not gonna just let him walk all over me cause he holds all the cards. nope that's not in my genes. i do however love the hell out of him and not ready to let go yet. to answer your question i never see him typing just laid back in the computer chair, **** in hand, staring intensively.