I'm going to just suck it up and deal with it through the weekend (if nothing else this has given me a renewed appreciation for LONG a single day really is!!!). I do want to talk with our counselor before I talk with her. This is made more complicated though by the fact that I discovered today that she's been talking off and on the last month or so also with an old boyfriend that lives locally. I have never met the guy but what she has told me about him I can't stand him. In fact, right after he found out we were getting married he propositioned her for sex because "wouldn't that be fun to have sex without him knowing." Great. I mean just great.
Again, I know for a fact she is not seeing him physically (due to our life right now I just know that isn't happening) but WTF is she doing talking to that idiot. I've told her I don't care who she talks to or hangs out with- just not that one guy due to what he said to her. This guy is also a type, based on what she has told, more or less has his life in the gutter. Why the bloody heck does she seem to be drawn to such junk? Major self-esteem issues. We live an extremely good and comfortable life and a life most of our friends have told us they wish they had and she just wants to throw all of that into the gutter???
Anway. Thanks for letting me vent O Anonymous Internet Forum. It at least feels good to be able to get this out in writing and look at it. This is just devistating.
