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Intruder · 12-07-2010, 11:38 PM

In spite of this whole mess, I can say one thing....I am a great Dad, growing up without a Dad has taught me how important it is to be the best Father I can possibly be.

Now, my 5 y/o always, always asks why isn't Mommy coming along, and that breaks my heart.

I do know I have to move on, and I have been....I will admit, I find myself having the "feeling sorry for myself" moment.

I wonder does she ever take time and think about me in a positive way, does she miss me, etc. I have a hard time after 16 years imagining what life is going to be like without her. I haven't heard anything good since June...

If only there was a translation of what the "Walkaway Spouse" says.

She has not looked back, not once. I have detached as much as I can, but I still love her deeply.....

My journey is beginning.......sucks.

12-07-2010, 11:38 PM	#8 (permalink)
Intruder Registered User Join Date: Sep 2010 Posts: 27	Re: Random thoughts/words of wisdom needed In spite of this whole mess, I can say one thing....I am a great Dad, growing up without a Dad has taught me how important it is to be the best Father I can possibly be. Now, my 5 y/o always, always asks why isn't Mommy coming along, and that breaks my heart. I do know I have to move on, and I have been....I will admit, I find myself having the "feeling sorry for myself" moment. I wonder does she ever take time and think about me in a positive way, does she miss me, etc. I have a hard time after 16 years imagining what life is going to be like without her. I haven't heard anything good since June... If only there was a translation of what the "Walkaway Spouse" says. She has not looked back, not once. I have detached as much as I can, but I still love her deeply..... My journey is beginning.......sucks.