| | Re: Is this feeling normal? Please help
major misfit - it looks like we all stay for the same reason. How do you think your children would have been if you left 10 years earlier? I also worry that if he's gone, that I will miss him. I don't worry about being alone, or never finding anyone else, or even finances. I worry about my girls crying for daddy, and I worry that there will be an emptiness in my heart. I still love my husband, but I hate our life, and I hate the way he treats me. I want to make my OWN decisions - I want to be free. If I could do that with him I would. But he's too controlling for that.