Thank you so much guys for your replies. It helps to know that these feeling are normal. I think he is so ashamed and being asked about these stuff just makes him angry.
He is out of the country and won't be back for 7 more days. I found out about this while he was away , so it is VERY hard to ask questions on texts or on the phone. I am having a really hard time getting through the nights.
I will try to make a list of questions for when he gets back. I just dont think he will be able to answer them without getting pissed.
Yeah I know you guys must think this relationship isn't worth saving if he is treating me this way after HE cheated, but I really want to try everything to stay together mostly for my children and of course I still love him although I have so much hatred right now.
Thank you again.