| | Re: He's there now, getting his stuff, and I am losing it
you're not dumb. don't ever think that. these are such difficult circumstances. it's a really awful feeling to think that the person you love and the person who chose to love you and stand by you for better or for worse has decided to leave. you have to just try to get through it any way you can. right now, things will be hard because you don't know which way they are going to go. once you know - even if it doesn't go your way - there will be a bit of relief. there will be lots of grief and all the rest that goes along with it, but there will be some small amount of relief and you will start to heal.