kajira

I wish I could connect, I think....my ex2be and I talked last night and I still feel so indifferent. He wants intamacy now and I can not stand the thought of him touching me..I calcualted and if he and the other woman were together for 4.5 years and had sex once a month that is over 50+ he was "intamite" with her...and after a month I just supposed to be like "it's okay honey, let's go for it"..i don't think so...........