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Talias · 12-25-2010, 08:41 PM

I just came to the realization that my children and I have something new in common: we all dread the onset of bedtime. For them, it means time to put away their toys and stop play so they can sleep. For me, bedtime means me curling up on the couch alone and missing my wife. It's Christmas, and I'm dreading the later hours, knowing that pretty soon, it'll be me, myself, and I sharing an empty living room. Thank you, TAM for giving me an outlet. You give me the opportunity to "say" the things I am feeling which 1) my W wouldn't want to hear, and 2) things that'd probably just push her even further away. I feel trapped inside my own emotions! I can't wait until we can start going to counseling so I can get these things out to a human ear! Again, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and Thank You!

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Talias Registered User Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Georgia, USA Posts: 19	New Dread... I just came to the realization that my children and I have something new in common: we all dread the onset of bedtime. For them, it means time to put away their toys and stop play so they can sleep. For me, bedtime means me curling up on the couch alone and missing my wife. It's Christmas, and I'm dreading the later hours, knowing that pretty soon, it'll be me, myself, and I sharing an empty living room. Thank you, TAM for giving me an outlet. You give me the opportunity to "say" the things I am feeling which 1) my W wouldn't want to hear, and 2) things that'd probably just push her even further away. I feel trapped inside my own emotions! I can't wait until we can start going to counseling so I can get these things out to a human ear! Again, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and Thank You!