Re: What Next?
Here is my opinions on the matter(s) at hand.
1) Your husband is addicted to porn, and in a bad way. He has neglected you and views it with a child in the house (assupmtion based on the all the time thing.) He is masturbating to it as well. Has lied to you about the whole thing and getting help.
2) You and your husband have so many relationship ending aspects. You are into church and your faith he isn't. This seems to be a sticking point for you. He is addicted to porn etc and you are not into it.
3) He has lied to you.
4) He has betrayed your trust.
5) You feel rejected from him.
Get the divorce. Child care is a small issue because most states will help women with children through college by giving them free child care. If your state doesn't then most will have the father pay half or more of the child care costs.
Go to your local DHHS department and find out what programs they have available for you. They may also have something similar to ASPIRE (help through college) available.
There are good men out there, don't stay because you are scared to be by yourself or because of money.
draconis
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