evenow

I feel bad that I've been on this board for a little while and haven't shared my own situation. I'm not sure what can really be done about it.

To be honest I never expected to the relationship to my now-husband to get serious. He was in a relationship with someone else and I thought we would be a fling. I dated a few other people before and after him and he fell in love with me.

I haven't quite ever returned the favor.

There are so many people that think we're the perfect couple. I feel so terrible everyday that I just don't love him like he loves me. When he first tried to propose I cut him off and told him I was too young. So he patiently waited a year and tried again. I truly believe he's one of the world's most perfect men.

I don't know if I just didn't date enough or if there is really something wrong with me...