Draconis,
Thanks, here i m with more complaints
Two days ago, he said something that really made me feel very low, his mum usually says that kinda things to make me feel lousy thats why i became really mad at him.
I m taking care of the kids 24/7 and whenever he or MIL comes home i tend to let them take care of kids so that i can have a break but to them i m a lousy mother.......I feel so hurt and unfair, isnt this unfair to me, dont i need some time for myself? Does wanting some time for myself make me a incapable mother?
I was soo mad that i almost screamed at him, he didnt talk to me after that. I was in the study crying my head out, after a good crying i went to him and told him "what" hurt me, he didnt respond at all, but i kept calm and continued to tell him how i feel. He finally said, that i have hurt him too.....then he said he was very sorry for what he said and that he didnt mean that i m a lousy mother. I m not convinced nor am i ok with that but i just want to work it all out and get back my life in place.
Thanks for reading