Soulhavoc

All great advice and I certainly appreciate it. I suppose I just felt like he should have WANTED to stay with me as you said evenow, and knowing he'd rather see a game was more then disappointing. The relationship has been strained from time to time but things were getting better. Just seems like another step backward after my last two I struggled forward through.

I am the kind of person who feels like if I have to ask for affection, attention, kindness or consideration that it isnt coming honest and genuine, therefore its pretty worthless to my heart and soul.

So considering all of this, should I really have to suck it up, plan another night and hope he complys? How else can I ask him to make up something to me that was so unimportant to him in the first place?